I am in a situation where I have to choose
between living my life and literally leaving it for good.
I am not always like this.
No, I am not like this.
But it just suddenly pops in my head and the next thing I know,
I was slowly drowning.
Obscuring in an illusion that is languidly coming into life.
Then I asked myself a couple of times and more.
Should I swim back and lift myself up?
Or should I just allow gravity to pull me down?
But before I knew the answer my head already reach the floor.
Here comes my reality.
I am still alive.